@10:25 pm
was supposed to post this up yday..oops :p
Since I'm feeling kinda bored rite now..i thought I must as well do some reflections for the year 2006 since it's endin in a couple of hours time. This year it has been kinda different from the rest of the years. For the first half of the year..i was workin at hsbc..tt was where I experienced my first dose of office politics..of course they didnt quite involve me since I think and I believe that I was pretty harmless and well-liked..:p..but it's scary how there's like so much hypocrisy n backstabbin, it's pretty easy to lose urself in the gain of favour n power. Hmm I met nice pple there and it was the first time in years that I spoke loads of mandarin haha..i was most cheena-pok durin my primary sch days..haha. during the period when I left hsbc n before the start of sch. I was pretty much rottin, doin nothing with my babes..though now I cant exactly remember wad we did, I noe I really miss those times. Den it was the start of uni life at nus..initially I wasnt tt happy I guess..cos I didnt quite want to go fass. But it didnt turn out too bad. Haha at least I made frens n some mods tt I took were pretty enjoyable. N aniwae I think i'm actually more of an arts person than a sci person. Haha. My results were alrite. But I guess I cld have done beta..so for the next sem I'll chiong a bit more..haha:p
This year I also haf losta "first"..permed my hair for the first time in my life..havin to pay half of my hp bill for the first time..only started like youtubin late this year..first time I fear getting old(I'm hitting 20 next year HELP!), I started lomographing, the first time I wasnt dependent on my sleeping pills to sleep durin my exam period, first time I chiong to library almost everyday or 2 weeks to study for exams haha too many..lazy to think..:p
N my relationship with my family is improving..there are now lesser quarrels n unhappiness in the household..n I really want it to continue tt way..guess maintainin relationships with people whom u see everyday n live with which increases the possibility of friction is pretty difficult in some sense..but they are blood ties..i'm determined.
N I'm also grateful for the group of frens both old n new haha. They are a blessing in my life seriously..there are so many times that I've stumbled n fell but they have always been there to cushion my falls n gave me a helping hand and a sympathetic ear. Wad more can I ask for seriously..
For my love department..haha still kosong la. :p Hahah I guess I like the way things are cos i realized I hate havin to worry abt someone else n the uncertainty that love brings about..and upon seein so many breakups n broken hearts arnd me..i guess I wont commit unless I'm really sure? But den again who noes..:p
haha tt's all for now..will blog again abt NYE soon ya..n i'm losin my voice :(
